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Miss you, R.   

Posted by saratzea - Mar 16, 2012 - 3:51pm
I miss him like hell. And it's so strange, he's my best friend, the person that knows me really really well, maybe even better than my mom knows me, and we saw each other just 2 times. Even if we know each other for...5 years or so. And yes, I do mean know each other. He used to be the best friend of my ex, we started talking, and never stoped. He's in England now, working, I'm here, with school and everything and lately we haven't talked much. And I miss that, and I miss him. Why do I miss him so much?

I never explained to myself how did we reach that level. It's a mystery. Strange, but real. And he always had something to tell me, to cheer me up. To give me hope. And he is extremely honest, I guess that's what I love so much about him, even if sometimes I get angry because he's ... just...way to honest. 
Thank you. 
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saratzea
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Location: Romania
Posted: Mar 17, 2012 - 9:23am
We do speak, but less. When I'm on, he has to do to work, when he's on, I'm not.

But I know, deep in my heart, that we'll talk when we'll be in our 80s too.

I just miss him now, because things are grey and usually, when things were grey, he was the one to talk to.
Antigone

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Location: A house, in a Virginian Valley
Posted: Mar 17, 2012 - 6:30am
Sometimes the distant, unattainable ones beguile us with their mystery. Sadly — in my experience — in reality, every day, they drive us crazy and grind us down. I hope you can find a way to reconnect with R. And I hope it makes you happy.
arighter2
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Location: dubuque
Posted: Mar 16, 2012 - 6:39pm
Can't you connect with him via the internet?
p4jkafla
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Location: New England, USA
Posted: Mar 16, 2012 - 4:49pm
you're welcome.